hm, how could i say this? i could put a million words together, i could say the flirtiest things possible, i could put on some giant act of a sweet romantic to swoop in and save you all, but that's just not like me, right? i know, truthfully, i got off on the wrong foot with you guys, i know i haven't been the best girlfriend imaginable and truthfully i wouldn't really call me a girlfriend at all. and even so, i was so easily accepted with time, i guess i owe a large thanks to enid #enoifan4ever but, i don't think shes the only one who made me feel at home, well wait let me think. okay, yes no she isn't well. IM NOT SURE, but, that was only at the start, ya know ? without that stupid ass short filmed horror movie talk i wouldn't really ever grow to talk to you all, but because i have talked to you all, eye to eye shoulder to shoulder im able to admit its not just her that keeps me around, i promise, i love you all the most, im getting too rambly, but im very grateful for you all, like really, im glad i made the choice to stick around, even in rough patches i guess. im not fond of fighting you guys at all, it physically hurts me and cause me to meltdown pathetically like omg mizuki was teasing me abt this but i have to try and be stern when we're fighting. i know you're like "just give up atp" like yeah, but i wanna defend myself its just hard with you guys... it was embarrassing im not getting into it, i don't know if you'll ever see this carrd or lovemail but if you do hi i love you.